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THE LAST TRUE DRAGON
An Alchemical Fable
By Don Cardoza
He was a young Dragon, and liked nothing more than to lie in the sun on a
grassy hill and daydream about his favorite fantasy. His favorite fantasy
involved traveling into the past to live in another age, where he would
travel about in the guise of a dashing young man. The young Dragon drifted
off to sleep in the warm sun, and found himself dreaming about his latest
fantasy culture. Unlike his usual fantasy, however, things began to happen
in his dream that were completely beyond his control. He found himself
running from one doorway to another in town, looking for someone he didn't
know. After fleeing from a particularly nasty brawl at the local tavern,
the young Dragon entered a forest which had never appeared in his
fantasies before, and came face to face with the stranger. The stranger
was sitting absolutely still and quiet in the darkness, his luminous eyes
shining brightly with intent.
After several moments of shocked silence on the young Dragon's part, the
stranger softly spoke. "What mean you here, lad?"
The young Dragon stiffened, and in a haughty tone, replied:
"Sir, I may look like just a lad to you, but I assure you I am really a
Dragon!"
The stranger raised one eyebrow, and slowly studied the young man before
him.
"Why, so you are, young man, so you are."
The young Dragon felt that the stranger was only humoring him, and started
to get angry.
"Don't get your bowels in an uproar, youngster. I believe you. No one else
would have the nerve to just stroll into my domain."
The young Dragon thought this stranger was behaving most oddly. His
domain, indeed! Who did he think he was? Only Dragons created their own
domains; everyone else just inhabited them. There was no way this could be
the stranger's domain, unless of course... The young Dragon looked
speculatively at the stranger. He did look very odd, sort of glowing in
the darkness, but his scent was all wrong. The stranger certainly was no
Dragon!
"Not yet, anyway," the stranger said.
The young Dragon was startled to realize that the stranger had read his
thoughts and responded to his unspoken speculation.
"What do you mean, not yet!? Either one is a Dragon, or one is not! And
you, sir, are not!"
The stranger looked at the young Dragon for a few moments, as if assessing
something.
"Where do you think Dragons come from, young one? Do you remember your
birthing? Do you know your parents?"
Now the young Dragon was getting angry. How dare this mere mortal question
his origins? As if a mortal could understand the Mysteries of immortals
like himself!!
The stranger went on,"Let me tell you something you don't know! Dragons
come from mortals who manage to become immortal. In order to do this, the
mortal must be willing and able to change his consciousness until he
becomes something other than mortal."
"I don't believe you! I have never been a mere mortal! I have always been
a Dragon!"
"At least, that's all that you can remember. After a long transformation,
immortals become so different from what they once were that they can no
longer remember their beginnings. Dragons don't have parents, because they
are their own parent!"
The young Dragon was disturbed.
"Why haven't any of the Elder Dragons told me of this if its true?"
"I think they have their own reasons for not wanting to talk about
mortals. Why do think you're so fascinated by mortals that you're always
building mortal cultures in your fantasies? Intuitively, you feel the
kinship that exists between mortals and Dragons."
The young Dragon was quiet for a moment, reflecting. For Dragons, even
young ones, have wisdom far exceeding that of men.
"If this is true, then just what are you doing in my fantasy?"
"What makes you think this is your fantasy? You're asleep and dreaming!
Your consciousness has moved into my fantasy, but now I need to continue
my Work of attaining full transparency. So if you don't mind, I'd like you
to leave now."
The young Dragon was just about to become furious at the impudence of this
'request' when the stranger moved his hand in a gesture, and the young
Dragon suddenly found himself waking up on his grassy hill with the sun
just beginning to go down. The young Dragon sat up quickly, alarmed by the
events in his dream. He paced around his hill for hours, wondering who the
stranger could be. Suddenly, an Elder dragon appeared before him.
"What has disturbed you, young one? Why have you abandoned your
responsibilities?"
Stung by the implication of the Elder, the young Dragon could only
stammer.
"I, I, I... "
The Elder Dragon's countenance changed suddenly, and a softness replaced
the hard edge of his demand.
"Come, young one, no one is going to harm you. Tell me why you have
deprived your mortals of your presence."
The young Dragon was puzzled by the Elder's words.
"What mortals, Elder? As far as I can tell I am alone in my realm."
"What about the mortals you create in your imaginings?"
"But, surely they aren't real! They're only imaginary, figments of my
fantasies." The Elder Dragon sighed and slowly shook his head.
"Don't you realize that what you fantasize is drawn from other realms,
where mortals who already exist are seen by your inner eye? By fantasizing
about them you are creating connections with them by which inspirational
energies are fed to them; consequently, these mortals come to depend on
your continued fantasy to continue their growth in knowledge."
The young Dragon was taken aback, and said,"Elder, I was disturbed because
the stranger told me that mortals created Dragons, but now you're telling
me that Dragons help to mold mortals. Please explain these things to me."
All at once, the Elder became demanding again.
"What stranger? All of the mortals you think about should be known to
you."
The young Dragon explained what had happened to him after he had fallen
asleep on the grassy hill, and why he had stopped his usual daydreaming.
When he was finished his explanation, the young Dragon looked at the Elder
expectantly, hoping for some easy answer to his confusion.
The Elder seemed distracted, and said,"This is a matter that needs to be
investigated, but you should not have left your mortals. You could have
sent a message, instead. You need only have me in your mind and I will
know of it and come to you. After all, the Council of Elders appointed me
to be your Guardian when you came among us."
"But, Elder, exactly where did I come from?"
The Elder Dragon sighed again, and looked away a moment before looking
directly into the young Dragon's eyes.
"You shouldn't know this until you're much older, but since someone has
seen fit to bring it to your attention I'll have to tell you now. There
are two kinds of Dragons: Elders, who were created with the first
universe, and young ones, Dragons who came among us from the realms of
mortals. In the Early Days, some of the Elders discovered that mortals had
been created by All-That-Is from the same essence as Dragons, but the
knowledge that they were potentially immortal like us was kept from them.
As a result, the Elders decided that fair was fair, and they made contact
with mortals and left them with information by which they could realize
their heritage and become immortal."
The young Dragon was in shock; his mind reeled with the implications of
this revelation.
"But, if All-That-Is creates mortals, why am I responsible for them, too?"
"We discovered that All-That-Is left the human mortals to figure out as
best they could how to become immortal, so we decided that if we created
mortals also they would be more likely to feel our presence and seek us
out through the methods we gave to them. Afterward, we were blessed by the
arrival of young dragons from the realms of the mortals. Unfortunately,
some of the other immortals didn't think we had the right to do this and
they warred upon us, destroying many of the mortals we had created, and
imprisoning some of the Elders in the ABYSS. Those Elders who had
participated in the creation of mortals were tracked down one by one,
until the last remaining Elders fled in desperation to a mortal world and
hid in the only place left to them, in the consciousness of mortals
themselves! The Elders who remained decided not to get directly involved
with mortals again, but they found that the new Dragons could cultivate
the mortals without any repercussions. The truth is, you were once a
mortal. But not just a mortal. Only those mortals who carry within them
the essence of Dragons can become Dragons. However, other mortals can
become immortal also. You were just lucky to be a Dragon."
"Why was I lucky to be a Dragon, instead of some other kind of immortal?"
asked the young Dragon.
"Because," said the Elder, "Dragons are the oldest and wisest of all
immortals. There are things known only to us about the beginning and
ending of All-That-Is, and one day this knowledge will be our redemption."
"Will I ever know what you know, Elder?"
"One day, you will know everything there is to know, young one. For now,
though, you must return to your realm and continue to help your mortals.
Don't worry about the stranger; I will take care of him."
The Elder Dragon vanished in a puff of smoke, leaving the young Dragon to
his thoughts. The Elder wanted him to go back to his fantasies as usual,
but the young Dragon knew he would never feel the same about mortals
again.
The Elder Dragon touched down lightly at the edge of the brood, trying not
to disturb anyone. Nevertheless, a stir went through the mass of dark
bodies as the Elder's thoughts were picked up by those Dragons paying
attention to his arrival. Any news involving Dragons and mortals together
always had an electrifying effect on the normally quiescent brood. The
others made way for the largest Elder Dragon in the brood, as he came face
to face with the arriving Elder.
"What brings you back so soon, Lord Barael?" came the thought from the
Great Elder.
Lord Barael paused to put his thoughts in order, then shared his thoughts
with the entire brood about the stranger. The brood suddenly became highly
agitated, as the Elder Dragons all tried to share their thoughts at once.
Ignoring the subject that had stirred up the brood, the Great Elder turned
his back on Lord Barael, and said icily, "Tell me, Lord Barael, by what
right have you revealed the Great Truth to a young Dragon? Do you have any
idea what the consequences of this action will be for all of us?"
Lord Barael was silent, and the brood seemed uncertain what stance to
take. Having made his point, the Great Elder moved his arm in a gesture of
dismissal of the subject.
Then he turned back to Lord Barael and thought briefly and pointedly, "Go,
and find out the stranger's true identity."
Lord Barael silently bowed assent and turned to leave immediately.
Days and weeks passed, and the young Dragon had no more contacts with the
stranger. However, the fantasies of the young Dragon had taken on a
decidedly different tone; the mortals began to be less preoccupied with
each other and more interested in spiritual matters. In some cultures, the
Dragon came to be thought of as the creator of all things, and myriad
religious cults involving the Dragon began to spring up in culture after
culture that the young Dragon thought up. One such cult, calling itself
the Celestial Immortals, began to spread through all of the young Dragon's
cultures. Leaders of the cult unearthed ancient teachings hidden in long
abandoned temples, and members of the cult began to develop various
spiritual powers as they applied the teachings. The young Dragon had
settled into a new fantasy when he was startled by a series of searing
lighting bolts ripping through his thoughts. He began to search for the
origin of the disturbance, when a glowing circle appeared before him and
out of it stepped a creature out of myth: the fabled Unicorn. Two things
were immediately apparent to the young Dragon; first, that the Unicorn was
an immortal like himself, and second, that the Unicorn was very angry.
"Why do you give forbidden knowledge to the mortals, Dragon?" came the
Unicorn's thought.
Suddenly, the Elder Dragon known as Lord Barael appeared beside the young
Dragon.
"Why are you here, Lady Daniella? The realms of the Dragons are not part
of your domain!"
"I am here, Lord Barael, because your young Dragon has been teaching
forbidden knowledge to his mortals."
"How can he teach that which he does not know himself, Daniella?"
"The ancient knowledge is buried in the consciousness of those mortals
once touched by your kind, Barael, and it needs only to be prodded to
reappear."
The young Dragon listened to the two immortals communicating and knew
without a doubt that they knew each other very well. The Elder Dragon
turned to the young Dragon with a frown.
Lady Daniella said, "He must pay the price for this transgression."
Before the Elder Dragon could react, the young Dragon felt himself falling
through a vortex which sucked him down farther and farther, though he
strove with all his might to break free.
Down into utter darkness the young Dragon was drawn, until he found
himself floating in a place unlike anything he had ever seen or imagined.
Chunks of rock, trees and debris of all sorts floated all around him in
complete chaos. Things moved in all directions at varying speeds,
sometimes changing course erratically or vanishing altogether! As far as
he could see, it was the same in all directions. The young Dragon chose a
direction and started flying as fast as he could, but he soon became
completely disoriented and couldn't even tell if he was still moving in
the same direction. He noticed an object not following a random path like
everything else; this was coming straight toward him, no mistake. The
young Dragon waited as the object grew nearer, and was genuinely shocked
when he saw that it was the seated figure of a mortal man, the very
stranger who had turned his life upside down.
"We meet again, young one," came the stranger's thought.
"What are you doing here? And where are we, anyway?" asked the young
Dragon, a trifle more shrilly than he would have liked.
The stranger chuckled, but volunteered, "We're in the junkyard of the
cluster of universes we inhabit. It has many names: the Disordered Realm,
the Ring-Pass-Not, the Lost Confusion. Not many beings come here because
they want to do so."
The stranger had been studying the young Dragon, and he said, "I see
you've had a run-in with the self-appointed Masters of the Universe. Would
you like some help getting out of here?"
"Why would you help me? Besides, I don't know where I can go. I've
disgraced the Elders, and probably gotten them in trouble. I may have
started a whole war!"
"Don't be so melodramatic, young one. The war has been going on for
millennia and the Elders can take care of themselves. You haven't done
anything wrong, and I'm sure your friend is looking for you even now. As
to why I would help you, I have discovered that you hold secrets unknown
even to yourself and you are far more important to the Elders than they
realize. By the way, your friend Lord Barael has been looking for me; when
you see him again, tell him I said that I'm not the one he thinks I am."
The stranger raised his arm to gesture, and suddenly the young Dragon was
back on his grassy hill. The young Dragon was wondering what the stranger
meant when Lord Barael materialized beside him, looking very surprised.
"How did you get back here, young one? Daniella sent you so far away, you
shouldn't have been able to find your way back for hundreds of years!"
Events had unfolded around him, putting him through one change after
another, always with someone else deciding what would happen. The young
Dragon was getting just a little tired of feeling like everyone else's
pawn in a game he didn't begin to understand. He decided it was time to
make a stand of some kind.
"Why does everyone always call me young one?" he said petulantly. "How
come you have a name and I don't?"
The Elder Dragon considered the young Dragon for several long moments,
then said, "Dragons receive their names when they come of age to enter the
brood of the Elders. So far, none of the new young Dragons have done so.
Circumstances have resulted in you knowing far more than any of the other
young Dragons, so perhaps it is fitting for you to have a name of some
kind. The naming ceremony must be approved and presided over by the Great
Elder, but until he decides you are ready for it, maybe there's a name you
would like me to call you?"
The young Dragon thought for a few moments, then said haltingly, "I kind
of like the name 'Samael.'"
The Elder looked startled, and he said in a low voice, "Where did you hear
that name?"
The young Dragon was nonplused, but said, "I don't know, it just kind of
feels right."
"Very well, Samael, but this is only between you and me, understand?"
Happy to have his name, Samael rushed past the Elder Dragon's strange
reaction to his choice and asked, "Lord Barael, if the immortals were
created without parents, why are some male and some female?"
The Elder Dragon considered his answer, then said, "All of the Elders
created with the first universe were created female. Their interaction
with the mortal humans revealed part of the Creator's cosmic design. You
see, male consciousness is rare in the universe and highly prized because
it can develop a spiritual power unknown to female consciousness. Once we
discovered that we had a small part of male consciousness within us, many
of us found a way to reverse the manifestation of our consciousness from
female to male. The spiritual power of the male consciousness fills a void
in us we didn't know existed until we discovered humans. That's why
Dragons have continued to interact with the mortals. This is a Mystery we
are fascinated with trying to unravel, since we believe it is tied to our
own destiny. The Unicorns mostly believe that the Creator meant us to be
what we were, so most of them are still female. Now, tell me how you
managed to get back here from the Place of Chaos."
Samael smiled broadly, and said "It was the stranger I told you about. He
showed up and sent me back here. He told me you were looking for him and
to tell you that he isn't the one you think he is."
Barael jumped up and started pacing back and forth excitedly, all the
while muttering to himself.
The Elder stopped in front of Samael. "How did the stranger know I was
looking for him? How did he know who I thought he was?"
Samael looked steadily at the Elder and said, "I don't know. The stranger
told me that he knew you were looking for him and he knew what you were
thinking. Who did you think he was, anyway?"
"I thought," said Barael slowly, "that he was our Leader, who hasn't been
seen since the beginning of the war."
Barael looked right at Samael when he said, "Our Leader's name is Samael."
"I, I,...I'm sorry, Elder. I didn't know! It just sounded like a good name
to me."
Lord Barael smiled tiredly, and said, "It is a good name, Samael, and you
may use it as long as you like. You act more like our lost Leader than any
Dragon I know. Maybe you'll grow into it."
"But won't the Great Elder be angry with me?"
"We'll worry about that later. Right now, there are more important things
to do. I'm supposed to be identifying the stranger for the Great Elder,
but I think I'll keep this latest piece of information to myself for now.
We're going to have a hard enough time explaining your punishment by Lady
Daniella. In the meantime, I want you to stop infusing your fantasies with
the knowledge that the mortals can become immortal."
"I'll stop adding it to my fantasies, but that may not help."
"What do you mean by that, Samael?"
"The last several times I fantasized about my mortals, they were already
pursuing the knowledge on their own. The cult of the Celestial Immortals
shows up in all of my fantasies now, even when I haven't thought about
it."
The Elder started to say something, when suddenly there was a flash of
light and an implosion of sound, and a very young Dragon appeared right
beside them on the grassy hill.
The young Dragon looked around as if getting its bearings, sighted Samael,
and said in a reverent tone, "Great One! I bring you greetings from the
Celestial Immortals!" Samael was speechless, but Barael covered his eyes
and shook his head, then said, "Now things are really starting to get out
of hand!"
"That's an understatement if I ever heard one!" said Lady Daniella, coming
out from behind a nearby tree. She looked hard at Samael, who looked at
Lord Barael, who could only shrug. Before the Unicorn could say anything
else, a clear light suffused the entire hill, and the stranger appeared
floating in the air cross-legged before them.
"Well, well! The gang's all here! We have the oldest and the youngest, the
wisest and the most foolish. Problem is, none of you know who is really
whom!"
Daniella exploded, "You! But you were destroyed!"
"Yes, its me. When you try to kill someone, you should make sure that you
have succeeded."
The Unicorn lowered its head, and said nothing.
Barael said excitedly, "So, you are Samael, after all!"
The stranger smiled, then said, "I'm afraid not. The Ancient One has been
in your care."
Startled, Barael looked with large eyes at the young Dragon, Samael.
"But, how...?"
"Samael hid from his enemies in the consciousness of a mortal, and guided
that mortal through many incarnations to take up the path of immortality.
Now that mortal has himself become a Dragon, and the consciousness of
Samael has become welded to that of the mortal. When he undergoes the
Ceremony of Naming, the power of the brood will reawaken the Ancient One."
Barael looked up and said, "But who are you, then?"
"I am the first mortal created by the Ancient One. The Ancient One created
me with capacities extraordinary for a mortal, and guided me personally to
become the first immortal created by the Dragons. At the moment when I
would have become a Dragon myself, he interceded in the process to make me
keep my human form. The Ancient One then told me the truth about the War
in Heaven between the immortals, and he enlisted my aid to help him carry
out his plan to end the war. My task has been to remain an immortal man to
guide human mortals to the knowledge of their immortality, in the hope
that one day the war between immortals may be ended. Then the Ancient One
and I shall reunite, and the first shall be the last!"
Samael burst out, "But if you're helping the mortals to become immortal,
what have I been doing?"
"That's the fly in the ointment, Ancient One. Your plan didn't take into
account that once you had submerged your consciousness in that of a
mortal, the remaining Dragons would hatch their own plan to create
immortals. Being the first-created of all immortals, you had greater
knowledge and vision than any of the others, and you realized after my
transformation that mortal men were meant to eventually become immortal
Humans, not Dragons. As a result of the continued cultivation of mortals
by Dragons, the predestined balance of immortals has been upset. What the
outcome will be is anyone's guess."
Samael liked the fact that someone was talking to him as an equal, and
explaining things at the same time. He thought that he should try to keep
up with the conversation, so he asked, "How many kinds of immortals are
there, anyway?"
The stranger smiled, and said, "As you once explained to me, Ancient One,
in the cluster of five universes we inhabit, there are four types of
immortals: the Dragon, the Unicorn, the Phoenix and the Human. All of the
immortal spirits have to go through a period of growth and development,
and man is the last. If the Soul and its companion, the Will, are to
realize their destiny of redeeming the original Paradise, they must become
aligned with the Creator. Once all of the immortals come of age, an
apotheosis will occur which will merge all of the immortals into a new
type of being who will inherit the fifth universe, called Eternity."
Samael was speechless after this revelation, and the look of astonishment
on his face was mirrored on the faces of Lady Daniella and Lord Barael. It
seemed that the Ancient One knew things about the immortals that the
immortals didn't know themselves. The newest arrival from the mortal realm
had been forgotten until he suddenly spoke up.
"You mean the Great One is not the ultimate Creator of All Things?"
The stranger looked at the youngest Dragon and smiled gently.
"I'm afraid not; the one you call the Great One was himself created,
although no one has ever been able to discover who or what the Creator of
All Things is, or looks like. However, your Great Dragon is more likely
than anyone to make that discovery."
At this, Lady Daniella burst out angrily, "We may not know who the Creator
is, but we Unicorns have been faithful to the work of the Creator and we
know what the Creator wants everyone to do!"
All three of the Dragons tried to speak at once, but the stranger waved
them down and turned to look directly at the Unicorn.
"And what of the Phoenix?" he asked, pointedly.
Lady Daniella looked defiant, and said "What of the Phoenix?"
The stranger gestured and suddenly a blinding burst of flame engulfed the
hilltop, incinerating Samael's favorite tree. The immortals were
unaffected physically by the fire, but they all felt an intense wave of
energy wash over them, and then, standing among them, was the fabled
Phoenix. Standing taller than anyone, its gleaming gold and red feathers
looking like they were made of fire, the Phoenix moved its head slightly
until a piercing eye looked directly at Lady Daniella. The Unicorn
shrieked in fright and moved back several steps, shaking uncontrollably.
The Phoenix looked at the stranger and spoke, "Why have you summoned me
here, Lord Jarod? It is not yet time for the Gathering."
"A matter has come up which may have a bearing on the Gathering, and I
seek your counsel for an understanding. I have found the Ancient One, but
the Unicorns are still harassing him. And the other Elder Dragons have
been creating new Dragons from the mortal human realms."
The Phoenix surveyed the Dragons, nodding in recognition to Lord Barael.
The Phoenix ignored Lady Daniella, and spoke again with the Human.
"The cosmic balance requires the Dragons to retrieve the soul energies
they gave to the humans, so they will have to continue to cull all those
Humans who carry their essence. The energies of my kind and the Unicorns
which have been mixed with the Humans also have to be recalled. The mixing
of our energies with the Humans was not the crime the Unicorns make it out
to be; it was ordained by the Creator to help the Humans recover their
heritage of immortality."
Lady Daniella overcame her shock and fear to shout, "Liar! We Unicorns
have never mingled our energies with anyone! The Creator would destroy
us!"
The Phoenix said in a level voice, "You are quite wrong, Daniella; you
yourself were once a mortal Human before you became a Unicorn."
Lord Barael looked startled and the Human looked amused, while Lady
Daniella stood shaking, with tears running down her face as she said
softly to herself, "Its not true, it can't be true."
The Phoenix said to the stranger, "Things are as they should be. The
Unicorns cannot overcome the Dragons, so don't worry about it."
With that, the Phoenix vanished in a puff of smoke, leaving the gathered
immortals to sort things out. Lady Daniella turned and walked slowly away
without another word. Lord Barael let her go without speaking, feeling
sorry for her. The Phoenix was rarely seen by the other immortals, and the
sheer magnificence of its appearance had made it an awe-inspiring mystery
to most. Lord Barael was fortunate enough to have been in the presence of
the Ancient One once when the Phoenix had appeared to speak with the
Ancient One, so he knew somewhat what to expect. Lady Daniella, on the
other hand, had never seen the Phoenix and she was devastated by both its
appearance and its revelations.
Lord Barael turned to Samael and said, "I guess its time to take you to
the brood so you can officially be named and we can once again have the
wisdom of the Ancient One to guide us. Also, I guess I'll have a new
charge to look after, now," he said, looking at the littlest Dragon
confusedly holding onto Samael. Lord Barael appraised Lord Jarod, who was
apparently on speaking terms with the Phoenix, with new respect.
"I'll come with you, Lord Barael, so I can confer with the Ancient One
when he re-emerges."
The Elder Dragon nodded his assent. From now on, Barael would accord the
Human his due as Lord Jarod, an immortal Human destined to become the Last
True Dragon.
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